STARTING A NEW DISCUSTING HABIT/FETISH PLEASE HELP ME?

So it started about a week ago When i was in the washroom...taking a poop. I was finnishing up right? Just about to wipe my @$$#•£€ then i realized that we were low on butt-wipe we had about three sqares left on our last roll. So i did what every other person with a common sence would do.. I used it... Don't judge but we aint got no cash flow so we baught cheep 35¢ single rolls from the dollar store..the no-named kind..only 1 ply meaning theres no second layer like name brands such as Charmin.. Anyways i was wiping when all the suddin *PHHFFTTT* a big rip accurd in the toilet paper.. So there i am with my middle finger up my anus.. in a way toying with myself... And actually injoying it ? So ever since then i have been doing it on a day-to-day basis.. Intentionally.. Sometimes i wouldent even wash my finger.. I would just sit there and sniff it. IS THIS WRONG?